We're all dancing

synshadow @ 2015-11-10T20:51:00

2015-11-10T20:52:02Z

75: Garo: Beast Of The White Night [PART ONE - IMAGES]

2015-08-23T19:00:39Z

Beast Of The White Night.

Didn't realise this was one for two hours so I may have to split this up a bit!

OH GROSS... Okay this starts nasty. And with bad CGI. >.> Spider bitch... Why does it have to be spiders? Why the eyes?

But apparently Kouga thinks he's Doctor Who and needs a companion. ^^ But a little girl? Try not to give off too much of the Lolicon vibe, Kouga!

I was lied to.
The CGI is just as bad.
Possibly even worse because this is a movie!

So... a little girl called Rin... He's turned into Sesshomaru! LOL

Only 13 mins in and there are just too many damn bugs in this movie...

... I rather like Amon... I'm sad he had to die.
But I also kinda like Jabu. I'll be happy if they bring her back! Least she has spunk and doesn't cry!

Okay... Stuff of nightmares... I'll give the japanese that much... They do creepy women really well.

ZERO!! FUCK YEAH!

Zero has a motorbike? I approve of this.

ENTER... POLE-GUY! Who gets pissed off Kouga doesn't talk a lot. Why did he flick his earring? Oh... He's magic...

LOL Tsubasa is all butthurt because he didn't get to go on the special mission.

Nope... just script writers~

XD

OMG WTF WAS THAT???!!!
Oh my nightmares are gonna be messed up...

Oh Zero...
Someone stole your limelight!

Ahh, so Tsubasa is the white knight... Okay. I can deal with that.

No no no... WHY is Tsubasa all "Lets get along~" with Zero but hates Kouga's guts on sight? That makes no sense!

Siren guy is back! He still annoys me.
And now he's Zero... Ahh... Okay, I'm seeing what's going on here.
The tree is full of nonsense!

Poor Rin... HER nightmares are gonna be fucked up too!

Oh... I give up.
Now he's surfing on his sword.
SIGH

Aww hugs~
But damn is that an annoying cry.

AND... that is where I leave it for now~

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74: Garo [IMAGE HEAVY]

2015-08-23T08:09:31Z

(Episode 22) Barago! That was his name... Not Barocca! LOL
I was close!

Ahh, so the thing on her neck is a Gate. Okay... Makes sense. Nothing can be that easy I guess. They were all "YAY saved her!" now "FUCK she's gonna die anyway!" ... I'd have just killed her and had done with it.

Kouga has no ass... He's straight up and down. That's sad.

Aww... So sad. You can tell by the music. HAHAHA
Hate the Watchdog bitches.
Barago wears lipstick? Okay...
He's a fullon ugly bastard! Seriously...
Awww, finally fighting together! It's about fucking time. It only took them 20 episodes or so to get over themselves!

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Okay, I have this issue with the whole Kouga/Kaoru thing. Simply put, they haven't had enough time or interaction for them to have formed any real feelings for each other. To me it feels very rushed. Kouga saves her almost every episode, yes... But have they actually had time to get to know each other outside of saving her sorry ass? What does she know about him?
But all of a sudden she's someone special to him and not just Monster Bait!
This bothers me.
I'm kinda used to things like that taking several seasons in the shows I watch. This happened within the first few episodes! And then by the end of the season he's just a step away from asking the girl to marry him!
Yanno, if he wasn't all stoic about it.
Given Kouga's personality I would have pegged him as the type to have gone for a girl with a bit more backbone. Someone with a bit of fight in her. Not much because they would become rivals more than lovers, but someone who could stand up for herself.
One who didn't cry every other episode and who didn't fall over when running ALL THE FUCKING TIME. But eh, what do I know? This is how this story goes so I guess I just have to roll with it.

AND NOW KISS!

(Episode 23) We're off to fight Barocca~ We're off to fight the douche~

Ewww... Watchdogs are ugly fuckers...
Do NOT like that cracking. They can fuck right off with that.

HAHAHAHAHA I FUCKING KNEW IT! IT WAS SENSEI ALL ALONG!
Oh, when I am good I am so damn good~
Ha! He's like "Fuck the barriers!"
I'm sorry, Sensei... But you're wearing more makeup than she is. And those sideburns! I'm laughing more at his looks than anything else!
Nuuu Gonza broke his hip! ... And somehow it went from bright as day to dark as night in a few short minutes. That's amusing too.

Creepy bastard that Sensei...
He looks like an aging rockstar.
Kisamaaaaaa.... grrrr
*dies laughing*
SO... So camp... They summon their armour with swords... He kisses a neckless and swings it around and YAY armour!

hahahahahaha sooo dramatic~
I was fully expecting a hair swish, not a face change!

"Barago-sama... why didn't you kill them?"
"Because if I did that I wouldn't be a REAL bad guy. I have to kick them around and leave them for dead, either they'll die or they'll be too hurt to foil my evil plans. If they DO show off I'll tell them all my evil plans and then kill them. Because I'm a the baddest of asses and that's what we Badasses do!"

... I think Kouga is unhappy.
You can tell by the wrinkling of his nose.
And... KISAMMMMAAAAAA GRRRR
Yes... Sure signs of anger that!

At the risk of sounding dodgy... Siren guy doesn't look asian at all. I wonder if that's why he doesn't talk?

SIREN DUDE WENT SUPER SAIYAN! ... Uhh... or maybe not...

Oh... Kouga hulked out... KOUGA SMASH! Or, uh... stab with your tailcockthing... ^^;
Hasn't Zero been in his thingie watching Kogua freak out longer than he's supposed to be?
Kouga looks like something from the Evil Dead... Ahh, if only his pet human could see him now~

KOUGA WENT CROSSEYED! LOL

Yanno... this is a serious part of the show. I should probably stop making fun of it.
Like how all the grunts and groans they make sound like porn.
Or why there is NO ONE AROUND TO SEE THEM DOING THIS SHIT!
Where are all the screaming pedestrians?
Or the cops?
A giant gold wolf runs up the side of a building and the military aren't called in??

Crazy...

(Episode 24) It makes me giggle. There's lots of CGI blood but you don't see the cosponsoring wound on their body. And no blood!

Oh Zero... Of all the things you've seen in your life, do you really believe your girlfriend just showed up outta the blue while fighting someone else?

Ahh, good boy~

Even evil I still can't stand her. But at least she's not crying~

LOL she's a digimon! ANGEWOMAN! That's brilliant.
Oops... Zero is dead.
I cri.

Eat Sensei, Evil!Kaoru!
Kinda gross to be honest... Can she come back from that? She's just eaten another person!

Yay Zero isn't dead~
He's just nicely fucked up!
And poor Silva...

... BEWB GRAB!

Maybe there's power in her bewbs? Because she's kicking their asses!

.... Oh for fuck sake... A hug is not going to stop a demon from taking over Kaoru. It can't. That just makes no damn sense. THE POWER OF LOVE IS NOT THAT STRONG NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCKING SONG SAYS!

MORE BEWBS. *laughs*
This is feeling so much like a boss battle straight out of an FF game. Kouga needs the Ultimate Sword to help him win!

(Episode 25) ... The last episode. They even skipped the intro for it!
I'm confused how Kouga thinks he's going to beat a fucking GIANT. At least in the FF games they had a team of a couple guys and a healer and magic and GFs and things! Kouga has... a horsey!

HAHAHA Angewoman shall beat Zero with her hoolahoop!

Oh my fucking god... And now we're back to suggestive lines~

DON'T ENTER ALL AT ONCE! Give her time to get used to it! Dude...

Redbull gives you wings?
>.>;
All Kaoru does is cry and cry and dammnit all STOP CRYING!

Dat aaaaasssss~~~
And... Fucking lazer canons on her back??
Now they're just making shit up.
I wonder if Kaoru is gonna be nice and give Zero wings too? Or is she just gonna play favourites?

... How... How did Gonza... run with Soul Metal... and only drop it when he was reminded it was Soul Metal?? Is he in a cartoon or something?

Kouga can now fly without wings.
And he is Garo.
Hear him grr~

OH YOU BITCH HOW DOES THAT WORK???
Totally lost faith in this now. Sorry.

HOLD ON ONE FUCKING SECOND...
How could Zero change into his armour before if there was a barrier around the alter? But now they can't? I'm fully annoyed. Fully.

Kouga is defying the laws of physics now... In a HUGE wheel... and he somehow slides down it the OPPOSITE way from the way it's rolling! HOW? TELL ME HOW THAT HAPPENS??

OMG ANGELS WITH HIS ARMOUR WHAT? WHAT?? My god... What were they smoking and I hope it was worth the lost braincells...

Aww... Bye bye Ring-dude.
Well... least till get gets a new Ring-dude.

HAHA Zero does swing to the left a bit. XD

Kaoru has big ears... Totally never noticed that before.

Kouga.... cried...? I... suppose it makes a change?
Though... WTF DID SHE DRAW??

SIGH

Not sure I approve...

At all...

On to the movies I guess?

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71: Garo [IMAGES]

2015-08-18T08:46:39Z

(Episode 18) I knew I was right to dislike those Watchdog bitches. They REALLY annoy me. I wouldn't be surprised if they were the ones to have killed poor old Amon. ;__; Though to be honest I kind of expected him to die. He should have just finished that game of chess.

And Enter Jabi!
I wonder if she's one of the 'strong' females that Fei was talking about? She seemed to give Kouga a run for his money.

Yanno... Kouga and Zero really piss me off. Can't they just kiss and make up? How the hell does Zero think Kouga killed his girlfriend when they're around the same age? Why do I get the feeling that the one who killed Zero's girlfriend is the same cock womble who killed Kouga's daddy?

And why do I get the feeling dear Sensei is that guy?

Probably wrong but I get the Full On Dodgy Vibe off that guy and he needs to be some bad guy. And the biggest bad guy is THAT guy... Who I'm guessing is the Horror-Eating Makai Knight? Am I wrong?
Probably wrong.
I really wanna wiki it... But I also wanna be surprised. ^^ So I shall just theorise and see what comes from my guess work!

(Episode 19) wtf... They're fighting and while they're fighting their swords are fighting above them? Okay, that makes sense!

Yanno... I love Butler-dude. I really love that man. If he dies or ends up evil I will cry. I'll weep bitter tears of angst and sorrow.

Ouch... Kouga looks like Vash when he's all nekkid!

But he and Jabi are quite cute... Can I ship them over Kouga and Kaoru because Kaoru is a big baby.

That was a remarkably sweet look on Kouga's face just now.

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FUCKING HELL WHAT WAS THAT?? KOUGA KILL THAT FUCKING MIME! WHY DID HE BLOW UP JABI??? NOW THE ONLY GIRL IS KAORU AND THAT'S JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH DAMMIT!!!

I KNEW IT THEY'RE WORKING WITH THE BARARAKABARA (I've forgotten his name... Does it sound like Barroca? Something like that!) DUDE THAT KILLED KOUGA'S DAD!
Not impressed.
He killed Zero's bae too. Not cool. Not cool at all.

(Episode 20) ... "You must go through this old woman's thighs..." Oh yeah, that's not awkward at all!

HA!

Slap the bitch.

I say just let her die. I'm sorry but the fact she's still whining about nonsense shit means she needs to die. Even after Butler-dude was nice enough to point out she was being an idiot and should know Kouga's feelings, she's all "But what do I have to live for?". IDIOT WOMAN. As if you'd gonna get a guy like that to just spill his guts and confess his undying love to you.
You need to give him time and learn to read between the lines!
That's what guys like that are like!

*sigh* More CGI battles...
I was promised they get better.
I was promised so much.
Now it's just all bad CGI... *SIGH*

Ugh... She survived. ;__;
And he needs a scrub!

(Episode 21) Awww poor awkward Kouga. LOL
Still dunno why he harps on her though. She's a pain in the ass.
DON'T HUG HER. Dammit.

They do enjoy walking down dark roads backlit by a bright light, don't they?
Guess it's more dramatic?

Well that ain't fair. Taking a gun to a sword fight? Unless it's Kouga who messed up and took a sword to a gun fight... Wither way they're not playing fair.

Zombie Horrors... Now THAT is amusing. Zombie Horrors with guns that never need to be reloaded? That's pushing it.

... Really getting fed up of those Watchdog bitches. Seriously. Kouga just needs to go in there and slice and dice.
And now why does Kaoru have a cool tattoo? Guess I shall find out... in the next episode~

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66: Garo [Not so Image Heavy!]

2015-08-13T17:30:38Z

(Episode Twelve) Whelp... I dislike Kouga's dad.

The butler guy is more of a father figure than the actual father! That's sad.
But at least Daddy-kins actually smiles! Even if he's a hardass. Though I feel I am soon to find out why dear Kouga doesn't smile nearly as much as he should.

Oh well fuck...

I suppose if I'd aided in the death of my father I'd probably not smile much myself. ;__; Okay, I might give him a bit of a break from now on about that. That's sad... Poor guy.
C'mon lil dude, put your back into it! Get the sword moved!

... Okay, if you can't lift it how do you get chains around the damn thing? Seriously.

Changed my mind again... Maybe when he's not slapping his kid around he's not THAT bad of a guy!

(Episode Thirteen] FILLER.

At least it helped me learn a bit more about things, stuff I may have missed. Though it's nice to know that Ring-dude finds Sensei as dodgy as me! Thoooough... If no one else watching realised he was dodgy before he became dodgy then they are probably thinking he's dodgy now for no other reason than Ring-dude thinks he's dodgy. And that's not fair! They should come to that conclusion themselves, not be vaguely pointed there by a chatty ring!

(Episode Fourteen) The theme song is... weird. Not sure I like it. It's a bit too on the nose for me!

Who the fuck is Ginga?? He looks like Zero... He sounds like Zero... But Zero's name is not Ginga...

GUESS THE DREAM CATCHER DIDN'T WORK

LOL

And Zero is born~

And is apparently a lazy bastard!

Still... he likes cake.

Still a perv though. The silly boy need a good kick in the balls. He dropped the cake!

MOON SHOT!
Yanno, I've wondered about this in anime before, but why do they take a moment out of the story to go and look at the moon? I mean, is there a reason for it that I don't know about? It happens a lot. I used to make fun of it! And would take screencaps when I found them in anime and icon them ^^

Ahh... now they have to work together. Poor boys~
Must suck to have to work together as a team, right?
>.> They really need to quit being bitches and fighting with each other. It gets damn old really fast!
... UGH... so much bad CGI... So much...
GO, CGI HORSIES!
If Inuyasha can do it then you guys can do it! XDDD

Hmm... They've surely gone well over the 99.9 second rule... Fei said they go mad if they spend longer than that in their Power Ranger Battle Armour with Authentic Battle Damage... So I wonder why they're not gibbering idiots now. CONFUSED.

(Episode Fifteen) BEWBS!!!

WTF?!! ... DEMON RAPE? SERIOUSLY? WTF?!?

That ain't cricket, Garo. This is kinda not cool. I'm pretty sure this episode has grossed me out. I... don't approve. Make them stop being gross... What happened to the weird ass clowns and the bad CGI? ;__;

Mmm Gelfling~ ... LOL... That ugly bird looks like a Skeksis...

This episode is more like a fucking horror movie... A really disturbing and sexually WRONG horror movie... Officially not one I like. Officially. Bad episode. It should be ashamed of itself.

... Though what's up with the weird PoV thing they're doing in this? I'm not sure I like that either... I hope this isn't a new thing that they're gonna be doing all the way through now because that will bother me.

Run, Kouga, run~ Save the STUPID BINT from yet another Horror that she stumbles upon and all she can do is scream like a little fucking girl and stand there, maybe run a bit, sometimes fall over... usually falls over... Always screams.

Ohh, yay Zero~ Not Kouga this time! SAVE HER ZERO! ... Oh you fail. Kouga had to do it. Missed your chance to get in her pants.

(Episode Sixteen) EWWWWWWW
Start the episode off with a fucking huge spider. NOT COOL.

They're playing Wizards Chess! Yanno... Without the bad CGI... I bet this looks fucking funny as they're acting it out! I wonder if they have a bloopers reel of this thing.

HOLY FUCK DID HE SMILE?

Oh my god I think he did... And the world didn't end...

HE SMILED AGAIN! AND AGAIN! WTF...

And yet when talking about the girl he supposedly loves or should love he scowls like a goodun.... ;__;

Pointy fingers... ATTACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies laughing*

So deep, this episode... Life... Death... Love... OMG MY FATHERS KILLER MIGHT STILL BE ALIVE!!! ... Yeah, and you might have to make friends with Zero too. Sucks to be you, eh? XDDDD

HE SMILED AGAIN! Yanno... I don't think I can take this... at all...

(Episode Seventeen) ... It's little IT Shop of Fishy Horrors... LOL

There are some really messed up people on this show. Like, evil, psycho and utterly crazy people. And really stupid women. I think this woman is REALLY high... And this boy is in need of medication. Yes... This boy is in serious need of some medication. Something strong with a complicated name.

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW...

Fishy kisses...

Bewbs~ Little hentai, grabbing a woman's tit like that!

I really don't like those kids. They can go to hell. They can skip the handbasket and just go to hell.

Fishy bewbs~~~ ... Love how they get a closeup on those!

Whelp you fucked that one up, Kouga.
Next time the girl you inexplicably love/like finds out that you've been using her to further your monster hunting career... it's probably best to SPEAK and maybe apologise, or hug her, kiss her, do SOMETHING that lets her know that you don't think like that NOW... But standing there and just glaring like a douche is a surefire away to get her to walk away in tears.
And annoy me by sobbing like a five year old who's been told they can't have dessert.

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64: Garo [IMAGE HEAVY-ish]

2015-08-10T07:48:01Z

Due to Fei's encouragement I have began to watch a show called Garo.

So far I am confused, worried, disturbed, unimpressed and slightly disgusted.

I'm currently on episode 4 of 25 episodes and I have now decided that this show has a thing for tentacles.

Basically, as far as I can gather, there are things called Horrors which are basically weird-ass demons that like to take over people and eat them because why not? And then there's this guy in black leather pants and a big white coat that occasionally transforms into a gold wolf to kill the Horrors.
The Horror's like to use tentacles to capture and kill their prey.
This is what I have decided.
And it's fucking weird.
And poorly animated. The CGI reminds me of something I would expect from a PlayStationOne.

I'm torn between thinking the fighting scenes are well done to thinking they're kind of... off.

It's all just overly dramatic!

And the woman... The human that Kouga was supposed to kill because she was stained with Horror blood, is a pain in my ass. Bad actress. Annoying. At least in my humble opinion.

No.. I definitely don't fancy these fighting scenes much, especially when he goes all Full Metal Wolf.

The CGI gets worse and it feels like Power Rangers. I'm not sure I approve of that.
But there are some very interesting lines in the show that just make me laugh!

I laughed... SO FUCKING HARD.

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Footsteps... Kouga does not have heels/boots that would click when he walks.
A woman in heels can not click click click on dirt as she would on a pavement.
Poor sound effects! Shameful!

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(episode six) And a new guy appears!
... I think I might like this one better! He smiles!
And seems more of a badass. ^^ And he does have boots with heels so he's allowed to click click if he likes!
Okay... I spoke too soon. Think he wants to kill Kaoru. But yanno what? I don't think I would be very sad if he did. She's a bit of a dick. And annoying. Very annoying. I don't think I would mind overly much if a Horror wrapped their tentacles around her and sucked the life from her! Yes, nom on her little Horror~ Smoosh her~

;__; But she just runs. And falls.

And Kouga will save her. Though WHY I have no idea.

Aha, this is the Zero that Perky was talking about! Okay... now I wish I had been paying more attention when she was talking about him. Is he a bad guy? He seems like he probably would be. But at the same time I kinda hope he isn't!
Because he SMILES dammit!

And he likes cake!

Can't be ALL bad surely~

(Episode 9) .... CGI horsey... Looks like Odin from FF... BAD CGI Horse...
This show just gets more ridiculous.

(Episode 10) This is definiately from the makers of Power Rangers!

It's almost laughable!

No... seriously now... wtf is this?

Why do I feel there is something shady about that sensei of Kaoru's?

Zero is a bit of a perv~

OH EW HE'S A FUCKING MIME!! KILL IT WITH FIRE!! CLOWN??!! KILL IT WITH MORE FIRE!!!!! NAPALM THE FUCKER!!! ... I'm not even gonna bother with a sceencap of this fucking thing. Clowns can go to hell. Bad CGI clowns are NOT allowed near my journal. Not even to make fun of them!

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And just because I can... A few extra screencaps!

Zero has the brooding-walk-with-long-coat down pat!

In a War of the Pissed Off/Scowl Look (tm)... I think Zero wins!

Ain't it sad that Mr Stoic can only get the girl when she doesn't have a soul and isn't awake? Isn't that molestation? Doesn't that make him a huge perv? I THINK SO!!

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51: Changes.

2015-06-20T14:13:21Z

Getting Out More:
- The weather is getting nice. There is no reason at all that says I can't sit out in the garden and watch the cats play for an hour or two a day on my days off. Not only is it fresh air but I might actually get a bit of a tan! Also the photo opportunities of catching my cats being silly are higher if I am outside to see them.
- At least once a week I need to go out for no reason. There's a botanical garden down the road from here I can visit. I should be doing that. Go there and have a walk around. Sit down for a little while and relax in the fresh air. Watch the world go by. Look at the birds and the flowers.
- At least once a week I need to walk to work. Not only will it save me money on taxi's bit it will be good exercise.
- At least twice a month I need to go out and do something for me. Go the cinema, take a walk by the lake, do something that isn't being stuck at home. Probably going the cinema though since that's something I can readily enjoy!
- At least once a month I need to go shopping for my own food. Mum can buy what she wants for the family, but I should be buying food for when I'm at work rather than wasting money buying from the garage. What costs me almost £10 there would post me £1.50 if I went to a supermarket and bought all my food.

The Internet:
- At least one day a week I need to close my laptop, put my phone into flightmode and avoid the internet. I need to do something else. Take that walk. Catch up on TV shows. Read a book. Spend an hour in a bubble bath listening to music. Socialise with my parents even though my parents would probably be on their phones and only giving me a small fraction of their attention should I want to socialise with them.
- I need to limit my time on certain sites. Have a set time in which I go on those sites and a time when I say 'enough is enough' and put them away for the day. Namely Facebook and Plurk.
- I need to limit my time online. I can spend all day online, though a lot of it these days is sat watching anime rather than surfing the internet, but as above I should have a set time to come online and learn to take breaks. Closing my laptop for an hour here and there will not hurt me.

Roleplay:
- I need to not take this so seriously. If I have other things to occupy my mind this will help. But as an only means of distraction I can become more invested in my roleplay than I care to admit. This needs to stop. I cannot allow roleplay to be my sole source of entertainment.
- Logging will only happen with people who wish to log with me. If I feel that someone has lost interest in the log I will terminate that log... Mainly because I lose the drive for it if I feel that my logging partner is no longer interested. I don't see the point in dragging something on for months. That shows a lack of interest in my opinion.
- I will make posts when I want to make posts. I will attempt to make one at least once a week with at least four of my characters, on days of my choosing.
- I will limit my tagging while at work. Being distracted by logs while at work is not very bright of me. However, answering a tag on my break would be fine.

Work:
- I need to find a new job. That is all.

Family:
- At least once a week I need to socialise with my family more. And that does not mean sit downstairs and bitch about Ancient Aliens with my mum. This means going out somewhere and doing something. Going for a cup of coffee, down to the cake shop down the road, going out with my sister. Not doing a damn thing with my brother because he's a jackass who wouldn't be caught dead with a family member so he's out.
- I need to talk to my mum more. Recently I've been trying. Little by little letting her in. Not much because she doesn't need to know everything and I honestly don't think she is ready to know everything that's going on with me. But little things I've been letting her in on. Like how the passing of Cis made me feel. Normally I would have kept that to myself because I near broke down when I was telling her. But... I felt I could share this with her. Something told me I could and she'd understand. And shockingly she did. This makes me think that maybe I can share little bits more. Just a bit.
- I am still determined to help them with their dream of going on a cruise. Sadly that might have to wait until I find a new job, but I will put money away for them each month to help with costs.

Friends:
- I need to remember that I have friends. That despite what my rebellious mind will have me believe, these strange people actually seem to like me. Otherwise why would they stick around? I need to remember that.
- In the same vein I need to be a better friend. I feel as if I'm not pulling my weight in the Friend Department because of fear. I'm constantly waiting for everyone to fess up and admit they hate me and walk away and leave me on my own. Much the way my best friend of almost ten years did without a second thought. And if she can do that... why can't others? ... But that's my fear. And I need to find a way to get over that fear and actually let people in. This is something I really need to work on.
- I want to be there more for them. More involved! I think I need to start getting on IM's and actually talking to people one-on-one rather than over plurk. A little personal interaction never hurt!

Myself:
- Focus: I get distracted easily. I need to find a way to focus myself more. To center myself and not let my mind take me away in the wrong direction.
- Health: I'm bad when it comes to my health. Partly because of the above. I need to start getting my act together and making sure I remain as healthy as humanly possible.
- Sanity: For the sake of my sanity I think I need to get all of those things in order. But oddly I think I also want to get a radio. I want to have music in my bedroom. Softly playing in the corner of my room. Silence is deadly and I think my sanity will benefit a lot from having sound in my room.
- Routine: I think the best way to fix all of the above is to have a set routine to my day. A set time to eat, take meds, have a bath, go for a walk, watch my shows, sit with mum, so on and so forth. I think if I keep to a kind of schedule then maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to focus more?

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